reflecting on the school year that was....

After grad I took a look back on the school year that was and reflected on it a bit.
I have to admit, it wasn't an easy year.
All my assignments went well so I was hoping that if I woould do well in school that most things would fall in to place, but that wasn't the case.
I struggled with allot of things outside of school this year, more than I have in years past.
It proved to be quite frustrating.
I know everyone goes through it, but I kept finding myself behind the 8-ball so to speak with how I was handeling things, especially in the past month or so.
Everytime something happends I take it too much to heart and flip out and almost got myself into fights a few times.
Theres more things to mention, but I don't really feel like saying much more at this point.
I'm just looking to bounce and hope for the best.
I'm not trying to make any excuses for how I've been acting, i'm just telling eveyone why i've been doing so, even though I realize it's not right.
I wish everyone the best and hopefully i'll see you all soon, thanks for all the memories to the Journalism class of 09!

Stuff

Things aren't going so good I guess.

I officially told my editor i'm not coming back for the Summer.

After finally being told that I wasn't working hard enough and that my odds weren't good to get a summer job there I just decided to forget about working there for the summer.

I did enjoy it somewhat and the experience was good, but I thought some things were pretty bush with what they did.

I realize now that print isn't really want I want to do, I thought i'd like it, but I realize now that it's not for me at this point and time with my life.

I know what you guys are thinking and probably think this is a bad decesion by myself, but I don't care really.

Basball has started and it going good so far despite my team starting off the season 0-2, we lost 12-2 and 7-2, but it was to the top two teams in the league.

I'm hitting the ball harder and farther than I have in my life and i'm batting leadoff (first batter)
for the first time since I was 14 or 15.

I have one hit in three at bats, so that's pretty good by my standards since I usually start off quite slow.

I'm already looking for a summer job, hopefully I find something anyways.

See you all in two weeks.